12 more days to your birthday and our 3rd month.



Okay, EXACTLY 3 MORE WEEKS TILL I GO VIETNAM !!!!!
For a 3 weeks stay ! Visiting 3 areas of Vietnam and ending the trip at Siem Reap, Cambodia.
I have honestly been anticipating this ever since the introduction of this trip :)

I really want to get a lomo/fish eye camera....
I just want to venture deeper into photography. But I don't have the money yet to keep this
hobby =(

I guess I must work work work and then reward all that as a birthday present to myself. Yeah !!!




I think I'm too fast paced, in my thoughts. I don't slow down..always jumping from one thing to another. And it's all about myself. What I want, what I want to buy, what I want to do, money...
I don't really like it sometimes, it's me becoming like any other adult .

Miss my younger days. And the funny thing is I haven't even turn 18 yet.

My imagination always seem better than reality.

It's 3.45am and I am still awake.. I presume it's a normality now in a quick-paced country.

I am here to blog about a few things that has been revolving around my life.

 Today was supposed to all fun in the sun at the beach but Vishal was sick and Jo wouldn't follow since
it's only me and the boyfriend.
Okay to make a long story short, my mom gave me so much shit today and the fact that she's
a woman isn't even an excuse anymore. She's just evil and so blinded by her selfishness.

Then in the evening while I had to run errands for her I managed to make myself feel better
and when I returned home at night she just had to slap me with another one of her unreasonable PMS rage.

I was so angry, so wronged. I went into the room unable to control my tears. It sucks now that I'm sleeping on the same bed as my roommate. She's half cousin though. Okay that will be a separate rant post about privacy issues... so anyway.....

The bf wanted me to call him and so I did..(wondering why he didn't just called me first )
I cried....letting things out and it managed to liften my heavy heart.

I just want to say I'm grateful to have him in my life.
Life would throw so much shit at us because even as one person I have a lot of unfortunate events..
just imagine two of us now.
But it means being there for each other no matter what.

He can't tell my mom to stop treating me like crap, he can only stick by my side and ease my sadness
by half just by listening and talking to me.
It just makes me trust him even more. I love you so much baby.




alright im starting to feel tired.....it's time to turn in. I got to wake up in 3.5 hours for class .
Good night.

This is an appreciation post to you , my dear.

Thank you for cheering me up when I'm down. And not just cheer me up randomly

with funny antics, but teaching me like how a matured person should and really, that's what I need .

You give me concrete advice that I know is useful for me.


But oh well, on the opposite scale sometimes you can be childish to the extreme as well :)

WHAT IS WITH THE EXTREME ENDS OF GEMINIS?!

I'll take you immature side with a pinch of salt :*

I think I'm really beginning to trust you more as I start sharing with you the details
of my life.
I truly enjoy talking to you, and I am thankful for fate that brought us together.

The essential thing that holds us very strongly together is our ability to communicate well .
I cannot ask for more . I'm just grateful.

Slowly but surely

I feel it's pretty safe to type out my thoughts here, since no one comes here...or is there?

The reason why I'm making this post at such an unearthly hour is because
yours truly had a massive pounding headache earlier; enough to make me throw up.
Argh terrible, terrible feeling.

And anyway to my part time lover full time friend..

I've been going with the flow, but I've been observing as well,
I look past your physical appearance and all your funny antics, but I see a pure and
loving soul. I can feel myself opening up to you more and more, beginning to trust you with my heart.

When you said "your problems is now my problems as well" I just can't help but to
hang on to your word. My ex said the same thing.

I'll be brave to let you in but i'll be cautious as well...because I know very well in the end
all I have is myself.

alrighttttttt that is all

goodnight x

My life recently

Has been good so far lol.
I've been working quite a lot for the holidays, with my pay
Cheque the only thought in my mind. I need to fucking shop for christ's sake. Why am I so pissed poor lol.

Things have been great with the pseudo bf too. Right, wait , he's the anonymous "X" .
We definitely love talking all sorts of things , even anal holes and testicles. I swear, lol.

I'm gonna take life as it is! Easy and slow no rush no pressure
And wait a freaking fly landed on my nose.

Why do bugs keep interrupting me when I blog!!!!
Oh yeah i am waiting for my bus to arrive as I am blogging this entry.

I guess this is pretty much it, short post is short.

Bye :)

Hi....blog! And to my non existent readers .

Sooooooooooooooooooooo something quite unexpected has happened to me just recently.

You know how I am all idealistic about finding a right partner?
Okay I shouldn't use such a huge word.. a date. Yeah, a date . A best friend or a pseudo boyfriend something like that.

I think I might have found the cheese to my macaroni.

Oh wait there's a little ant crawling on my mac and I got totally distracted for a few seconds hahaa


Let's just say he is amazing and made me realize it is possible to open my heart and
feel love again. And did I mention he is so smart? He read lots of encyclopedias and shared
whatever he read with me that guy is a walking wiki I'm telling you.

Well that's about it. He's my little secret because of reasons.
:)

It's my holidays now.
I kind of laze my days away eating high calorie shit that will turn me into a sow and I will need like 5 civil defence guys to lift me up from the couch hahahah
neh kidding.

I plan to hit $1k at least from work this month! Yeah I can do it ! :)

Okay I probably sound so weird now idk why but I am like this
ahhahaha

good bye.

Well hey ! Finally my submissions are over and I can finally take a break from school.
But I still have one last submission next Wednesday but oh well i'm slacking on that one.

Today's a definitely great day for me.

X came all the way to Dover to have lunch at my school and freaking surprised me with
a dream catcher. Really sweet of him. :-) So yeap I've hung it up next to where I sleep against the curtain lol
because I don't really have any other space to hang that beautiful thing.

Afterwards we headed all the way to Kallang leisure park to ice skate , yay !
It was my virgin attempt to ice skate, but I really surprised myself for not falling
at all and managed to skate on my own after a few rounds. *Pats self*

Really had a great time.

So afterwards we headed to Bugis for Korean BBQ and I called Joanna and Vishal along.
And the bill shocked us - $111.60 what the actual fuck?
Never going there again what a rip off. But oh well I can always earn the money back ;)

Really tired right now but I'm happy, definitely a Friday well spent !

Good night readers :)